"This is where it all began", I heard whispering in my ear as we were on our journey in the Caldera. My attention was drawn to three stones, two of them black with white little dots, and one with the image of the island on it. "A mission from the stars, descending on this planet." A sense of complete disconnection got slowly replaced by the memories of Lemuria.

The past week on La Palma was truly a turning point. I could feel an upwelling from the soul before arriving, a cleansing heat coming in from the volcano, but also something that was almost like an ultimatum. "It's been enough, you can let go."

Isla Bonita had let us know she had a gift, which became more clear after our deeply cleansing experiences in rounds of sauna heat and cold pool dives. After the first round it felt like my body became fluid, vibrating all over. In the sauna there were visions of geometry. Something was being reconfigured on a deep level. The next day I learned on this day the icon I made on Divinicus last year returned to me. A golden globe structure with a twelve pointed crystal star in the middle, that to me represents the twelve strands of DNA Original Humans were gifted with. When I came home some reparations had to be made, it was an intimate process of knotting cords, weaving them purposefully around the structure with higher guidance instructing me on numbers and patterns. The gift, the energetic foundation for Homo Divinicus, transmitted through our DNA. "The mission was never lost."

On the last night of the retreat I had a dream about Lemurian times, the oneness that was experienced in physical form, with a strong Twin Flame presence. A promise of the reexperience of this Unity was gifted, but it had to wait. Then a "descension" into an underground world with feelings and experiences of disconnection and distortion, but there was a little piece of the memory left inside of me. The next day during our last session I felt an overwhelming feeling of love, everyone's expression in the studio touched me on a level so deep that tears kept streaming down my face. A strong sense of Twin Flame connection and higher dimensional support cascaded in. After the session Miha gifted me a heart shaped stone, representing for me the symbolic return of the rest of the memory. The little broken off piece being the part that had stayed with me.

Being back in my apartment in the Netherlands the past few days has been a bit surreal, it seems like everything has changed, yet nothing has. The day after arriving back was my birthday and I feel I received the most beautiful gift, now to be integrated and embodied over the next period.

Much love 🧡🌸