This has done something to me "Trying to measure it is pointless".

In my last sharing here, I shared something about success. But who is measuring success? Could this be an identity? The truth within this could be ray 3 measuring the sense of rightness in any given moment. How can this be measured? For a start, the sense of rightness feels right! And when we are in this rightness there will be reflective feedback from the field through synchronicities. I don't experience such feedback all the time for sure. I understand when we can recognize some tightness like confusion, for example, then there's an opportunity to turn into it and let the beingness arise through it. But it's often said here, the only thing that is going on in any given moment is self-realization. How do you experience that through the simplest things in life like washing dishes for example? I also think, that if I were to experience streaming synchronicities, that would surely overload my mind because it will try to process it all intellectually.

It feels good to have a different viewpoint and orientation on success which feels more aligned. There is some relief with it and marks another layer of freedom from the simulation!

What is my why at this stage?

There are many but what comes first is healing. I have shared before here about the physical challenges in diet, digestion, and irritation in the gut. I see it as an opportunity for change and growth. For the last few weeks, I have been trying different ways to mediate through this challenge and it has been working well. I find that intermittent fasting within a 6-hour window doesn't work well for my body at this stage as I tend to overeat to make up for all the energy consumption through physical activity. So I'm stretching it to a 9-hour window where I'm consuming smaller meals and vegetable juices. This could change in the future of course. There is obviously an energetic reason behind this physical challenge. It could be some ancestral karma. Im letting it heal without trying to understand the why. And as with all realisation it will land when it is supposed to.

Another why is to experience the clarity of presence in any given moment and experience life and express coherently. To live fearlessly because challenge is a welcome opportunity.

I can recall a period in the past not so long ago, when contentment was the main motivation and I had slid into an inertia. I was content with experiencing love and peace and doing what I liked. But some things like passion, adventure, and excitement were missing. So I guess another why is to experience both and be in the energy of passionate expression for the sake of it without thinking about the outcome.

Vimal 🙏