Hi Nikki,

I'm regularly going through periods of doubt, but more and more I see the lies in it.

I've had enough experiences now to know when I'm being played, and enough to know the OH work is the right way for me. I still have resistance to what is, but I've no doubt OH is a light in the darkness.

I don't have words today but I get it wanting to leave, it's so hard sometimes, but like Open says, be sure to check your motivations, b/c the int. is seriously ramping up its efforts to get us all to go with it instead of following the path that will free us.

Where I go once I'm free I don't know, but at least I'll be free and sovereign, and not letting myself be deceived and led down some fake primrose path that has as much substance as dust.

I bet we all have doubts at some point, especially in this year of the snake. But we also have choices, and discernment. I don't always make the right choices, but I'm untangling myself more and more over time.

I almost feel like it's to be expected, and just remembering our minds are basically hijacked and can't be trusted helps to not take the thoughts so seriously.

I think this is an important topic, glad you brought it up.

Best wishes, barb🙏