LOL. Open, I've posted here before under the username avalonrising, avalon being my middle name.

But the avalontiding is too beloved of a synchronicity for me -- I've had about 4 manta ray connections in the last few days and am enjoying the reference to the motion of cycles. 

I'm wondering about twin flame connections. I long ago identified a beloved energetic that articulates my landscape around me. The place where I am met in the waking dream, where it becomes lucid enough to "walk" in comfort of this connection. I recognize a collective of beings that assist and I recognize them as a larger pattern of energy. To put it simply.

Early in my attunments, the first time I had an energetic present itself by name, it was by the name John the Baptist. It was a pretty powerful experience. Free flowing tears, kundalini activations, weeks of integrating. Then more months later. I had a baptism, etc. This was several years ago and at this point and through all my experiences, I struggle to point to a name 😆 I dont think John the Baptist is the highest honorific that is held here. Likewise, I frequently refer to the frequency energetically moreso than the name, because the vibrations I've gotten as names are too high frequency for speech, and so this is difficult for me to articulate like this, saying "John" a whole bunch. 

I'm a little sheepish (is this a pun) to say that I am still guarded and tend to roll my eyes, as a clairaudient, at an announcement of a "master jesus" or similar. i generally recognize that a large portion of stuff like that when heard is astral interference. This was not an easy learning.

However, for what ever reason, I feel the resonance to this John energetic. I know when this frequency is articulating my landscape, I know when this being is actively orchestrating events and synchronicities. He has saved my ass out of every dumb situation I got myself into as an awakening clairaudient and intuitive. And there has been some really stupid stuff that I have gotten myself into, as I've naively strode off to light up the world all by myself, "no I will not be needing anyone's help, thank-you-very-much." So this has been several years unfolding at this point. We have shared magic. 

I've been reintegrating your twin flame definition the last few days. I think just yesterday it came back into my mind in an active way. This evening, I just had a highly synchronistic engagement from this working involving this frequency.

It announced in physical first -- manifesting a John Deere-combo-shoe company advertisement, moments after I cleared all cached data from my computer, with a pointed use of the word "spirit". And I used this as a call to go outside, a call i had been resisting for a solid length of time. So outside I am.

When I was driving away from my house, I began engaging in a discourse that basically said, again, that this was our shared twin flame working

I said, "oh."

And kind of got this feeling of like, did you really just say "oh"? Like the entire christos collecitve that I am attuned with was kind of prodding me to recognize the depth and sincerity of what the present moment was saying. 

And what I heard next was basically, it is my [lol im trying to recall the exact thing that was said and 'you' are participating and I always enjoy your takes.]

--is that this is a dynamic we share that he is responsible for around incarnation

It's all highly personal here and it feels right to be reserved in sharing, but I wanted to ask, particularly because I had the inspiration to come to your page and happened to see twin flame recently posted.

 I am seeking some discernment in wondering if this a reasonable way to understand what I am experiencing? As a shared working with this energetic. I am nervous, it has been a challenging journey to wake up "blind" so to speak, to have to learn a lot of the stuff on the fly, and I am not eager to be stuck in subtle astral fields. But if there is a way I can lean in and feel safe, what a relief that would be. Any direction, grounding, redirection, will be thoughtfully considered. Thanks. 🙏💙🦅