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Dear Open ,

Both the pieces above really spoke to me . Firstly, about the misplaced attachment to playing a certain role in our kids lives hence denying them the real brutal and yet beautiful Truth of living in this world. I love the poem that I will attach below.

Secondly -as far as multi-dimensionality is concerned - I had a rather interesting experience . I have re-started fasting for about a week now. I have recognised how eating is my emotional numbing mechanism and as soon as I start fasting all the unresolved trauma/so called uncomfortable feelings comes up. I was feeling a strong block in my neck and heart today morning also connected to my sacral and base. As I breathed into it I “saw” these beautiful flows of yellow and orange and red with a fiery feeling in my back and neck. Every time i breathe in I am seeing this and I am able to soften in much more than before. In 3D life I have 2 patients needing respirators for problems in their neck,both of genetic origin. I am breathing as I am working and I can see the field change as I soften WITHIN my ICU . I can feel naturalness flowing out of my pores- its such an amazing feeling in what could be such a challenging environment .

Thank you for this reminder

Megha

Good Bones

Life is short, though I keep this from my children.
Life is short, and I’ve shortened mine
in a thousand delicious, ill-advised ways,
a thousand deliciously ill-advised ways
I’ll keep from my children. The world is at least
fifty percent terrible, and that’s a conservative
estimate, though I keep this from my children.
For every bird there is a stone thrown at a bird.
For every loved child, a child broken, bagged,
sunk in a lake. Life is short and the world
is at least half terrible, and for every kind
stranger, there is one who would break you,
though I keep this from my children. I am trying
to sell them the world. Any decent realtor,
walking you through a real shithole, chirps on
about good bones: This place could be beautiful,
right? You could make this place beautiful.
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