Hi Open. It is interesting. It was 2 days ago that I got so hurt and I wasn’t able to let go of the pain.

I felt the pain of something that is happening around me on earth. Watching and reading few news on internet made me feel down, deeply hated of being on earth.

I was in the car back from a very tiring trip in holiday’s traffic. I got home and the only thing I asked for was to help me to understand and let go of these pains. It was a very tiring night. I felt I am getting lost.

Last night I had a dream of a beautiful place covered with plants, I saw myself running around and feeling peace. I got the sense that this is a dream so I went up on a hill thanking God for such a wonderful moment.

Today I was still thinking of existence and all the pains that many people are trying to find the answer for. Not being able to do anything made me lost and I felt like taking a long nap during the day.

I just felt maybe I can find the answer here in Openhand community that I found this article. I couldn’t stop myself for sharing.

It is clear more now, where you said:

“So the key is to go deep into the distortion, accept it completely. To not try and change it. But then look for the expression of aligned truth at the core of it - in this case, pure acceptance of the ordinaryness of existence. Allow it to be. Fully express it, then peel off the distortion that needs it to be any other way.”

Thank you

Farzane