I reached for this article and exchange this morning because of the battle that is going on within me...separation and unity....at a reoccuring level, the opposite of ''sweet spot in my life'' that manifests as ''the weak spot in my life''. At times I sense the negative energies ascerbating the vulnerability. The ego wants an outcome...a specific outcome...more than ''wants'', thinks it NEEDS...all off, I know, but the battle rages. I know enough from the Florida retreat to surrender into it, but I seem to drag the baggage with me. This morning it was particularly heavy as i moved from sleep to awake. Is this completely within me or is it also the battle between separation consciousness and unity consciousness on the planet as well? Within and without? I feel I am separated from both, in a very dark place alone..I am no bridge, not even walking between two worlds..but rather the place,the exact point where separation wants to move outward, away from Source, and unity wants to move inward, towards Source. And it feels like a ''big bang'' physically, mentally and spiritually. In all this ongoing explosion, the soul...it seems to be there, quietly somewhere