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Open,

It's frustrating but uplifting to look at the whole picture here  -- which is that I am now recovering in the home of a beautiful family, in a Christian/LDS home that runs so concurrently with the manifestation energy I was putting out post injury, that of course I see my hand in the creation of the entire psych ward episode. I met this woman immediately -- we shared a laugh on learning she was the cause, after having experienced a mysterious compulsion to pull the alarm, of a fire drill at the hospital a week before. She invited me into her home for healing, which was one of my main concerns after the injury -- being outside and in a wheelchair here in Eastern Washington state, with the van being long gone.  I have enjoyed sharing some of my esoteric knowledge base with her the last few days, and it's pretty clear we're each helping the other find health. She readily observed that we're both quite blessed.

However, I could have done without the trauma and the medications! My goodness, what a surprisingly twisted system. Speaking of the tribunal, only *I* had to swear under oath -- not anyone on behalf of the side that profits from my staying in the hospital. 🤦 The entire episode required near-constant note taking to keep with the lies and half-truths being spun, and the one lie that slipped through the cracks -- an egregious spin on the potential existing for the necessity of force feeding me intravenously (oh my goodness Open, I fasted for TWO DAYS 🤣🤦🙈) -- was what kept me there. 

By the end of it, I was required to change my diet -- the dietitian saying my vegan diet being something they could not accommodate, and after doing so, reintegrating cheese and some dairy, was still told that I had not been doing enough. 🤦 So I had to just basically eat everything I was served for a good 6 days, along with doing the job of recording my calorie counts for them (it wasn't until I started doing this, taking extremely careful notes, that the hospital staff stepped up and started doing this correctly). The doctors, clearly mired in delusion, had the audacity to approach me later and say, "Well you're eating! [which I had been doing for a solid few weeks] Clearly the medicine must be working!"  ._.🤦🤦🤦 I don't know that I have ever acted with a group of people that was more delusional than the psych team at Sacred Heart Hospital in Spokane. I told them as much when I finally started raging at them [just at the psych doctors, bless the nurses] at every opportunity, and they certainly released me right quick after that.

[Seriously, I described experiences of thought transference (I'm already being "forced" to agreement to medications at this point, so I'm happy to push buttons...) to a team of doctors, and was told by one, " well both of those people are in psychosis." O_O; I carefully replied, we have very different definitions of what delusional means... ]

All of this is to say --- well hello, Open! 🥰 Glad to be able to speak and share freely and openly. I haven't gotten to practice much with the entities and implants. I've been utilizing the breakthrough work daily since being released. I haven't had any more beings spiriting their way through my system in quite some time, so I'm happy to master the breakthrough breathing. It falls in resonance with some breathwork I had practiced once-upon-a-time, and has led to some really uplifting communication. 

I will say -- the multidimensionals were present! One of your team visited me the night I asked for the meditations -- coming in as I'm 😭 in the corner, just half delirious -- with love and respect and a reminder to be patient 💜✨ and the dragons made multiple appearances in the psych unit, one flying in behind me at one point, causing movement and a shift of wind that caused me to whip my head around looking for the source 🤣 I actually was gifted a rather spectacular art piece of a dragon that one the beings sharing the space with me came up with. Looking forward to sharing it at some point.

Extremely grateful for the loving support I've felt from you the entire time I've been engaged through Openhand, and so very appreciative of the support through this hospital experience... Now, I just have to make peace with the little yellow wheelchair I will be rolling in for the next month + 😂 I'm teasing, of course -- I'm grateful for the yellow wheelchair.😘💗👌🤲

 

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