Hi Miha,

Thanks for the share. Im not open enough to go so deep as you, but I can say I very much relate to your sharing on part of you not wanting it to happen yet and another very much wanting things to start happening.

I know I've a long road and much work ahead, which I admit I still avoid. And that part imagined yesterday sitting in my apartment being engulfed by a pyroclastic cloud. My first reaction is to grab my cat and go hide in the bathroom. Self-preservation. But also knowing I'm not ready to ascend, I still have so much work to do. While I accept I may have to redo the thing somewhere else, at least at this point in my journey, I would still like to be conscious enough to avoid interventional attempts at roping me in in the 4d.

But there is the other who just wants to get on with it, enough sitting about. Maybe the waiting is part of it.

Thanks again for your insights, all the best, Barb