Now is the time to trust the heart and soul. My mind has made it this far in my journey. I'm at a point where my mind is demanding answers and solutions to the circumstances I find myself in. Breathing into all these experiences as they arise. I feel like I'm losing my mind at times. This is the very mind that has held up the constructs that my soul is breaking through in real time. The theme is trust, trust in the divine that everything will naturally realign with the flow of the cosmos. Why I feel that so many things and ways of being feel off is because subconsciously I'm resisting this natural realigning flow. The seeker in me is still living in seperation consciousness. Still identifying with the small I creating greater and greater suffering. Present moment awareness is always right beneath my nose waiting to be dropped into. Distancing myself from these experiences, feeling retraumatized by the same karmic thread. Betrayal is what revealed itself to me recently along my journey. It has felt big and overwhelming at times but im working with it. It's as if I I'm trying to hard, efforting too much to make something happen. The comparing machine inside of me is winning at the moment. Why do I feel I need to compare myself to others? This is keeping me stuck. I have so much downstairs that is ready to be shared with others. I have all that I need right inside of me. No more trainings or certifications needed. I need to start tuning into my inner compass. One aligned with soul not my ego. The energy is building within me at the moment. Feel pulled to disengage from others and pave my own path of unfolding in this lifetime.