I'm trying my best, I've left everything in my life and still I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing I am falling into despair I was moved to leave everything and now I'm just out in the world with no focus and nothing. the answers that I seek in earnest don't come and I have no purpose I can't handle another day where I feel like I'm being punished. It feels like that and I'm tired of it.
So about a year ago (and the other day, again), some friends and I had taken what we believed to be LSD, although it was somehow altered, or made a special way, which not only changed its effect, but also allowed malevolent entities to create an energy channel into us and place implants or energy blocks pretty far inside us. The fact that they haven't gone away over the past year tells me that unless I do something about it they're probably going to stay. I can feel them in at least 3 or 4 chakras, not to mention in other places in the body as well: hands, feet, arms, etc.
Just writing to see if you can provide some insight into how to determine whether a walk-in is being experienced by someone or a kundalini activation. For example a kundalini activation can feel like something 'new' moving through someone. Is there a clear 'knowing' when there's a walk in / soul exchange. I guess in time it would be clear what is happening, but initially, there could be some confusion?
What is the influence of the planets on us? I can see that all of the cosmos has a vibrational effect on us. But which direction does this go? If we are creating with how we are being then aren't we drawing to ourselves the effects we are experiencing? Aren't we collectively creating the cosmos as they are - or at least holding in place the structure of the cosmos by our mass agreement to see it a particular way? It seems it's all a mirror anyway...not a cause of what I am feeling, but a reflection of what is already inside of me.
Submitted by silver owl on 15 January, 2015 - 14:38
I am writing in hope of some advice. I was invited to participate in some training workshops by a psychic/medium who claims to have access to many guides and galactic entities. I have enjoyed her energy before - but when I attended her information night, she directly received a channeling about risks to my child that may come from the training (hitchhikers may attach to him via me).