I felt to write about some major transformations going on , on my spiritual path at the moment. Sometimes I am not quite sure what is happening anymore, it is like I have been thrown out into the vast seas and am being forced to find myself not as I think I am , but who I am. All I know is that I just have to go with it and process it all out. I feel like I have burst and I can’t find the lid.
Hello I am new to the forum I am hoping that some of you may be able to relate to the following.
My path began 11 years ago, 10 of those years were spent attempting to heal my issues using a huge variety of healing modalities including counselling, Shamanism, EFT, spiritual healing & way too many other to list, during this time I qualified as a counsellor, transpersonal psychotherapist and EFT practitioner.
I have a simple topic I would like to get deeper into:
What happens when we sleep? What are the dimensions we access and why is it that consciousness is being brought back at different levels, creating the assumption we actually leave a lot behind when we wake up in the morning - in other words, what are the factors which create the limitations to what we retain when in the densest form?
I recently underwent something that I now believe to be a Kundalini awakening, and the impact of that experience led to a burning desire to understand what took place, which is what ultimately led me to this website. I read Trinity's story of her Kundalini awakening experience and it was comforting to say the least - to know that I am not the only one who has seen something so supernatural and unbelievable. I would like to offer my story and a couple questions that I hope someone here can help me to better understand.
Over the last five years, I have learned how to create space between the thoughts and emotions and the responding words/actions so that I may maintain an inner peace and not be driven by my knee jerk reactions or by those knee jerk reactions of others - to be able to see the patterns and tune into what's going on beneath the surface. However, I find myself growing in the awareness that I have become all too good at choosing words and actions carefully so as to keep me out of conflict.