When I meditate if it does deeper, sometimes I feel like I'm being pulled upwards. My spine gets physically stretched out, maybe even a few cms.
It used to happen a year ago, but has only started again now.
If I allowed it, it would sometime adjust my body. A couple of times when I allowed it moved my hands from a prayer position to another one.
The other night when meditating at the beach I felt a heavy energy descending and then this same feeling of being pulled upwards started. It's happened again last night.
Just got approved and signed up here. Looking around to see what's going on. I'm always looking for spiritual ideas directions thoughts parameters philosophies ideas I said that. Is there a chat room here? Chattiness very productive for spiritual growth. Look forward to hearing from you
I have been struggling with this and would love to learn to break free from this way of thinking:
"If only I hadn´t done that" or "I should have chosen diffrently and this situation would have developed much more favorably" or "It is my fault that people involved feel distressed - they are reflecting something to me."...
I have a message waiting to be collected and for some reason I cannot tune in to receive it. I have tried everything I can think of short of going to the other side to retrieve it. It keeps coming through as like a tinnitus kind of noise then fading out and coming back as white noise. I have been checked I do not have tinnitus. I generally find it easy to receive but this one is difficult.
blessed be Karrie
I apologize in advance for what I am sure will be a long wall o' text. I didn't want to try and separate the different experiences amongst different threads as I feel they are probably all connected and best understood when taken together. To ensure easier reading, I will break the main story into three separate posts--each under its own topic.
I'm trying my best, I've left everything in my life and still I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing I am falling into despair I was moved to leave everything and now I'm just out in the world with no focus and nothing. the answers that I seek in earnest don't come and I have no purpose I can't handle another day where I feel like I'm being punished. It feels like that and I'm tired of it.
So about a year ago (and the other day, again), some friends and I had taken what we believed to be LSD, although it was somehow altered, or made a special way, which not only changed its effect, but also allowed malevolent entities to create an energy channel into us and place implants or energy blocks pretty far inside us. The fact that they haven't gone away over the past year tells me that unless I do something about it they're probably going to stay. I can feel them in at least 3 or 4 chakras, not to mention in other places in the body as well: hands, feet, arms, etc.