Hi Open,

I was invited to reveal my current financial status to my music teacher as he had no idea of what I'm going through. Like how stable I am, and I opened myself and honestly shared the phase I'm in. I even mentioned the pain of existence. It didn't reach anywhere. He didn't call me mental but it was almost close to it, like my mind is thinking too much. And he inquired what I do. When I said facilitation along with other things, the energy kind of raised and he said, "You are not focused, doing many things, that won't get you anywhere. Is there a thread between these things?" I said, "Yes, there is a thread, I'm working on it." Then he started advising me—no, he started fixing me. "Make yourself financially stable. You can do this, you can do that..." and it goes.

And I was like, what the hell did I do? Why did I show my weak side to him? What kind of energy is that? My head was numb, all my body was closed, I could only sense a tiny movement in the sacrum. Like I gave up. I conveyed to the energy I have nothing to offer you. Why on earth didn't I even feel to breathe to pull muself back in ?

When I offered an offering at the end of the class he refused it saying, "Make yourself financially stable and pay me." Now I'm feeling the weight of responsibility to be in a certain way. The energy trapped me because I couldn't see or discern it properly.

When I left him and on my way back, I started feeling pain in my head and fully lost in the mental loops. At the end of the day, the whole incident made me feel small.

I think I crossed the boundary of fine discernment and let the energies trap me.

Or he could be a reflection of me really wanting to fix my external situations.

Thank you

Soumya