Greetings - well done for having the courage to share and speak out. Being a walk-in is certainly no easy experience to integrate. But know that if it happened, then it happened for a reason.

The crucial thing is to allow what comes up and not judge the experience. Because there's always a truth in it.

When people speak of being a "light worker" they often get attached to what they consider to be "the light" - expansion, bliss, love, joy. These are held up in the spiritual mainstream as a great virtue, to be aimed for and acquired. It can be extremely derailing for someone who is not feeling that way - they get caught in the trap of not accepting what they're experiencing and constantly seeking something else.

Let's be clear, the Void of Presence from which all states arise, is not joyful, happy or blissed. Although these states can arise from it, so can others too - like simply being present. Still. Content. Harmonious. It is not seeking or searching for anything. It just is. But resistance to this, because one is efforting to something else, write's over the subtleties of that state. You then miss the other frequencies around it - like stillness and patience. Deep acceptance.

You say it's been very hard in the physical body. I'm not at all suprised. That's where to integrate now. How? By feeling into every physical reaction, every trigger and discomfort. Soften in and equalise with it - meaning to accept it to the degree you don't judge it or even define it. It just is. Don't try to heal or cure. Feel it fully and penetrate intimately through it. Karma will likely kick off - you'll need your Breakthrough Process to integrate through that.

Have no fear. It's all a part of a greater awakening.

Here's the Openhand lead article on the subject...

The Nature of a Soul-Exchange (Walk-in)

Very best wishes

Open 💙