I'm quite intrigued by the discussions happening here about channeling. I felt compelled to weigh it down with some of my recent experiences. During one of the online sessions I had a few days before, we had a visitation from Ra energy. My initial confusion was that the feelings of my expansion and "love" were my own and also what I was feeling in the presence of the other person involved. But this myth was soon demystified. After the session, I was completely exhausted to my bones. This energy brought many of the old patterns, relationship wounds, and behaviors to the surface, fueled by the reptilians in the field, there was this need to consume. I think it was coming in through a deep maternal wound from this life as well as others. It's interesting, as I was in an inquiry about what "Love" really means to me. On one level we seem to confuse and attach love to a form—partner, parent, friend, or any sentient being. However, there is a deeper layer of attachment to a specific feeling. In this case, a feeling of expansion, care, nurturing, connection, etc. I think it coming in through a blind spot- judging one feeling as superior to the other. I think Ra energy comes in through this internal judgment or attachment to a particular feeling.

When I was in that energy, I found myself disconnected from my body and living in some expansive cloud. It's as if nothing seemed to bother me. In exchange for this feeling, I had to give up my sovereignty, connection to my natural frequencies, and full embodiment in the body. This is not an expression of love - it's an expression of fear. Period! Love would be to be intimate with whatever feelings that wants to arise at the moment without judgment or resistance.

After a few hours of chakra breathing and embodiment of the torus, I came back into my own beingness but with exhaustion. I was met with some Lion synchronicities - being true to myself. During another session, my partner had visions of egyptian counsil when we were working with this energy. The experience came with some deeper realization. While in meditation I thought - I can't trust my own expansion anymore! How would I know it's mine and not some external influence? I think the answer is to know if I'm embodied deep within in body or not. Otherwise, it could be an influence.

Also having read other comment as well , this question also came. Would we able to say Ra energy is helping us attune to the feeling of expansion providing that we are clear in our lower vehicles and embodied in the base. I think further judgement of this energy will only creates polarity.

I would love to hear any feedback on this.

Vimal