Hi Open,

I feel to share some of the things I'm going through.

These days I feel like I don't have a life. May be I need to redefine what life truly means. I meditate, I connect with nature, sometimes I paint, 80% of my diet is vegan .. yet I feel like I don't have a life. I have enough time but nothing flowing from me. I can't find anything which is exciting. I have to push myself very hard to get some things done. Last week I spend hours on Instagram just to kill time completely knowing it doesn't take me anywhere, I shut it off. Now I'm researching on crypto coins just to experiment my luck. I know it won't take me anywhere, will shut that off soon. During ascension exchange you told me about creativity for creativity sake. But what if I'm lacking that creative energy? How can i get on track back? What's happening to me? Is it inertia? Is there anything I'm missing to integrate? Any reflections would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you

Soumya