Open, it never ceases to amaze me that your posts most always correlate to my current explorations and challenges. ...I get a real kick out of it! :) In regards to a couple of your last posts...
Just recently, it's been presented to me that my property (as well as surrounding properties) are hosting and attracting oppressive energies, due to a malevolent portal on the property next door to my house.
I have been guided to live here and work with land, clearing these energies, but I have a hard time trusting myself--knowing that I'm being safe and connecting to the right guidance. I read your advice, but I still always doubt myself. I still feel new to much of this, and I'm not confident in my abilities to "challenge" the energy that presents itself to me, and accurately distinguish/qualify it as benevolent. So, I'd love for you to elaborate on your advice regarding this.
Pleadian energy has presented itself to me from time to time, and especially lately. I have been shown that I've hosted implants in my lower chakras to send and receive "transmissions" or "codes", as part of my soul contract in this incarnation. However, with the help of a friend, we removed them in Sept. because they were full and I'd been told the contract was over.
This week however, the energy has returned to "renew", giving me the opportunity to host at a new level. ...This sounds crazy, I recognize. It's strange to me, even as I type it here... I feel hesitant, skeptical, and frustrated by this test. Because that's what it feels like: A TEST. And I go back and forth, as to what I believe is in my best interest. You write that Pleadians are benevolent, and I believe that. However, what they're asking of me seems 'off", I guess. I also believe in mischievous opposing energies, and I wonder what forces are TRULY coming through to me. Based on your knowledge of Pleadians/star seeds, does this sound 'off' to you? Can you offer any advice to me?
In the Australia thread, what you wrote to Teresa about "blind trust" was relevant for me. While I, personally, am not blindly trusting, I'm trying to follow/understand your advice to her. It's still not clear.
I know this is a fully loaded post :), and you're likely ready for some down-time from your wonderfully enlightening trip. I'd be so grateful for your time and advice on the challenges I'm experiencing when you find the time.