the emotional body grasping for straws?

Hi Open,

If you could offer a reflection on the following I would be grateful.

I had found that all my mind loops have the common connector that it involves not being seen and the what-I-should-have-done/said part always refers to how I could have received validation from an external source at that time.

With the reference to external vs internal I had never considered internal vs internal. Due to a freshly developed mind loop since yesterday that was identified almost immediately I had the chance to watch it go from the start.

It is now my inquiry: not being seen by who? In my view one could draw a hypothecial X where each end represents a body. The physical and mental would be connected by one line and the emotinal/spiritual by the other. Mental/physical is in dominance on this planet and in me. So in an imbalance, the emotional/spiritual body is basically starving.

If the mental only really notices fear and stress responses due to a lifetime of, well, being here, then the emotional, which is starving, adapts by repeating these mind loops that create those responses if that is the only way to make itself known to the other three bodies. As long as one does not recognize this, the mind loops will continue forever.

It is like starving and there are only moldy apples. As long as there is no alternative, then moldy apples forever it will be.

Thanks for any insights,

Dragonflower