I thought to ask something here and also to share some things...
The „practical“ questions are: Do you pay a health insurance? Is it obligatory in your country?
Here in Slovakia it is. I feel like ignoring it (I dont go to a doctor and the last time I was there was when I was on a high school and needed sick bays, hehe.) However, for some reasons I feel frightened to ignore it...
Since last year (April) to Feb 29 I was officially employed as an administration worker in a language school. I didnt work there practically.
Last year I started working there and it just wasnt right, I think you understand... and also the employer could see I didnt feel good there. So we agreed that I would officially be their employee – they got some financial bonus for me, and they payed those official charges, like health insurance. They didnt need the administrator so much.
Now they have found somebody else for the position.
I could go to the labour office in 7 days (from Feb 29) so that the government would pay health insurance for me. I havent got registered. I feel disorientated in this world. And I had a PMDD...
And I haven´t told my mom and my family about it.
I asked my friends (they are on the spiritual path) and they told me they pay their health insurance. And my friends daughter even had a trouble with the insurance company for not paying and is paying a debt and a fine now.
I dont want my mom to pay health insurance for me. I dont want to go to the labour office either.
If I told my family about this, my mom would pay the insurance. They would be scared of executors.
At the same time I feel a guilt towards my mom for not telling her anything. I havent told her even that I am no longer in the old "job".
I wonder what should I do now.
I need to find a job in some other country. Somewhere in nature, it must be peaceful, but I have no idea what it should be yet...
But what to do with this health insurance thing?
And I am going through a lot now and it causes me to feel so distressed and unbalanced. My poor adrenals and nervous system and spleen... Sometimes I get a nauea and heart palpitations.
I am also feeling through quite a lot of sadness. And attacks and opression. And so much parasites and entities.
I will finish now.(Sitting here in front of comp makes me feel unwell.)
I have a strong faith everything will somehow be all right and well.