I just logged in after a long time!
The reason was that I was keep discovering after I watched 5D shift. My life has changed quite a lot since then. I started to understand more about me and my life around me. I am now where I always wanted to be without knowing that it would be this place. I feel happiness regardless all the ups and downs.
whenever I face a difficult situation I try my best to just trust the universe and most of the time it shows me where I need to go and what I need to do.