Hi Open,

What I found really helpful during Avalon rising (i.e. triggering!) was the regression meditation where sirius karma was explored, and for me, specifically not being a messenger but incarnating as one of the population. The key aspect being around incarnating in order to ‘wake up’ and to potentially then help others do the same.

Being an off-world messenger doesn’t resonate with me but I certainly have plenty of memories of a sirian incarnation as possibly some kind of elite within the society (I have vivid memories of leaving my family, and the planet, in a one-person space craft).

There are strong parallels between that incarnation, and what my soul ‘contract’ was (to wake up and awaken others), and this current incarnation where it seems I may be contracted to do the same. There is a weight of responsibility at the possibility of that.

Back then on Sirius, I felt I made choices based on fear and confusion, and possibly misinformation too.
it feels like things are clearer here, and becoming clearer the more that layers are peeled away and the less fear and confusion are ‘in the way’.

The only thing that makes sense is the sacred ground of being/the void. Having ‘fallen into’ the void at one time, it’s so easy to identify with that feeling and go searching for it, especially when feeling apparently right on the edge of it. I haven’t found a way of fully letting go of the attachment to that experience yet but am constantly self-witnessing when in the sacred ground as I can feel part of me hoping I’ll drop into it again, or even a sense of searching for it.

Does the identity self create attachments to experiences like this in an effort to make sense of the experience?

How to let go of the attachment I’ve created to the void? Is self-witnessing enough on its own?

Thanks again for a great 3 days at the event. So much came up, so much processed, and new energies infusing. 😄✨

Nikki