Hello Open,

Thank you for this article, it has helped me understand more about what I am experiencing. I asked for some clarity and voila you posted this article!

This especially caught my attention - "In relationships for example, as the energy naturally flows into the sacral chakra, we must work on releasing attachment of how we might need, or expect, someone else to be. Progressively, attachment to a fixed interrelational dynamic, transforms to the sensuality of allowance. We can empathically feel the connection to another, yet at the same time, don't require them to be a particular way to make us feel whole and complete. You feel through the emotional connection, but with awareness and focus, constantly bring the kundalini energy back inside yourself. In this similar way, we can work up through all the chakras, channeling soul consciousness into them through aligned spiritual practice, and then working to dissipate the distorting shadows upon the clear blue skies of our outer experience."

I am learning to release attachments, and not hope for something in particular. Earlier today I went into a situation with more trust and neutrality, and observing both myself and others. It was a new and different experience without the negative, judgemental energies. It was very liberating.

I would like to learn more about feeling through the emotional connection and bringing the kundalini energy back inside. I am feeling and seeing signs to embrace more aligned spiritual practice. Thus far, I have allowed things to flow spontaneously and don't really meditate formally, it might happen when I am reading here, or being outside. But, I am curious about your guided meditations that you have listed. Which ones do you recommend that I listen to at this time, for kundalini activation, chakras, entities, implants etc.? Which ones will really help me feel into what to work through? In the morning after waking up, and at night before I go to sleep? (I have also reached out to one of the facilitators for more in depth help, and I would like to try some guided meditations in the meantime as well.)

Thank you very much for your books and website! They have been very helpful on this journey!

Shauna