I am awakened this early morning by the sound of dogs fighting and crying out in the street . My first reaction to the crying is sadness and panic . I want it to stop... realizing... I want it to stop so I dont have to feel the discomfort . This is a representation of a natural order. A natural hierarchy that will play itself out. It is a reality that is bloody and cruel, but necessary for survival. It exsists and is regardless how I interact with it. The dogs will fight and cry and it will work itself out according to their natural rules of engagement. This realization of natural reality helps a bit with my distress in the chaos during a reorganization of a natural environment around me.