Dear Open ,

My whole city is awash in Fear and panic right now. There is a wave of illness ,first a fever and then a pneumonia that's sweeping through the city . Hospitals are full to breaking point ,oxygen is in short supply . It is in many ways heartbreaking what people are going through .

It seems to me.what is going ' viral ' is fear . But also karma. I am hearing how people are collapsing at home for lack of piped oxygen . As expected ,the jabs are therefore being rolled out at a much faster rate . Now everybody over 18 is eligible . Even people that were on the fence are lining up . No one is studying why so many that are fully jabbed are in ICUs , why this occurred bang in the middle of the Indian flu season ,etc. Some younger un jabbed people are dying too .....and they are being touted as examples of fools that needed jabbing .

I have not been affected much personally ,so perhaps ,if I am to have that experience it may change my feelings ( My mother has suddenly started to see the sense of what I'm talking about and ,at 71 has refused the jab as also stay at home orders) . But here is what I think right now

1. We are so disempowered at this point we are willing to bow to a barely living entity and spend our lives running away from it

2. At least from where I am sitting ,I am trying to proceed with as much awareness as possible of all the fear and grief and allow myself to soften into it. Karma is coming up for me in spades. At present I have a "frozen" left shoulder and when I tune into it ,I see images of myself in a metallic suit on the left half of my body .

3. The mental.plane is awash in confusion . I think that's exactly where OC gets in . I have been "attacked" by two people today already for being unjabbed and also talking about a wider perspective .

And yet ,something seems to be emerging in me . It's still coming and going . But ,it's this energy that's very firm.

I am.going to meditate with the Black Snake FB live you did a while back .Just sharing through the chaos on this side of the world