Thanks for getting back.

It does seem to be anticlockwise I think, like I'm being pulled and swirled around from the head region. Very trippy indeed. It has been freaking me out a bit.

And yes you're spot on, I do have a fear that has once again arisen of not being able to manage here on the farm physically, financially and at times emotionally.

I am doing it singlehandedly at the moment. Its a very steep learning curve on all fronts, coming from the burbs to the country 3yrs ago. Crazy ay! But I do know on some level its meant to be. I can only see the first few steps at this time.

Can you please explain a bit more about- 'work to be embodied through your core and work to push it out?

I will give the implant med another crack today and try to stay with it.

Thanks heaps Open much appreciated. 😊