With all of the beings and energies interacting with our field and trying to control or sway our opinions, how can really believe what "truth" is and operate from a place of integrity? I long ago learned the survival skills needed to survive in a western society and being in the military... which meant following orders, not speaking or acting on my truth... instead of doing what's right... now it seems that the "benevolent" energies around me keep trying to realign me to be in a higher state of integrity. While the guidance seems valid, it is not realistic and does not feel right to me so I ignore it. I have had too many paranormal experiences from OC and other beings for me to trust in anything I hear or feel reflected from the field... so how important is integrity and what exactly is that in the benevolent mission? It seems too far out there to expect humans to be perfect in their integrity when there is so much interference. If benevolent beings are really reflecting or helping us, is it really them asking me to worry about integrity?