I wonder if you can reply me... I've experienced some states of consciousness where I become the observation of the higher observer, ie, I was the 'space' observing what I felt as the 'Self', my true spirit. I was that harmonious- empty but full- space, observing and just being an ever presence since forever. This happened in meditation a few times. All the experiences were different and althoug they may have elevated my level of consciousness, this states of awareness, are temporary and rapidly go away as the days go back into ' reality'. I feel in a dead end now... Meditation did it for me, but doesn't allow me to go back and live like that in reality. I wonder, in your own path, what was the key, to be conscious or ' awake' in a more permanent state, in everyday life... Thank you.