I feel like I'm in a massive casino where you know the house always wins. So why does anyone use them?

It's so unfulfilling, and frustrating, to imagine that the cards have been stacked against us for thousands of years. How can there be any justice in this intervention. 

My natural reaction is to say fk it, all thisl internal work and I still might be going down a blind alley, guided by a parasitic energy. How do I feel...pissed off.