I'm just about to jump into the nearest lake AFIRE with sheer abandon! I would send the footage, only I have an dumb old Nokia 3310. 

It'd be GREAT! to see video footage, walk and talks and adventures from other Openhander's on this blog! I've set the intention to do so myself!

I don't know anybody in the flesh who doesn't believe hook line and sinker in this scammed-demic, yet it's almost not a part of my reality (like all the other BULLSHIT).

After all the simply weird or impossible events I've been through on my awakening, this situation, I still cannot come to terms with, I have to pinch myself to believe it's happening.

I'm ready to give my life if I have to, it's as simple as that.