Wow! I am finding it soooo tough at the moment! Everything I am afraid of is surfacing thick and fast. I go from feeling ok to absolute total fear.In all this I know what I feel deep down inside my soul that what is going on is madness and I have no doubt in my truth. I have, with all my courage, kept to my beliefs when others doubt or stare or question me. For someone who is quiet I am finding I have to be more out there and am being as brave as I can muster. Peace and love be with you all.