i FEEL you Star. i have been there many many times. still go there. they say "when you're in the dark, just turn on the light.", but when we're in the dark it's hard to remember there ever even was a light, and it feels like all there is is everyone wanting to bring you pain and take everything from you. nothing i or anyone can say can bring you back to the light, but the light inside you will turn on again, and you'll remember again. you can't see or feel me, but i'm with you in the dark💜