Hi Open

Many thanks for your inspirational work and teaching.

My focus over the last 6 years has been healing my body and mind by releasing tension physically by holding my body in a balance and stillness. Relaxed and self supporting in harmony. The deeper I relax and access the deeper tension the most painful memories, the more I feel and release but I am very conscious of the demons and monsters full of terror and rage that I have encountered and felt before the body is ready to let go finally. Until that happens the toxic pain lurking in the shadow has power and control to continue to be reactive to external insult. 

I have had a very strong feeling I’ve been battling my demons over the last year especially and feeling the pain beneath the rage, accessing where the pain of abandonment and terror was first felt and held. As my body has become more coherent and harmonious the more energy flows and the more obvious and benign the demons become as the source of the pain is revealed and understood. Not so much feared now and felt more easily. It’s been a hell of a ride!

All sounds very black snake to me! 

Many thanks and blessings to you Open. 

Take care and lots of love 

X