Ahh reading your comment made me so happy, thanks for sharing! Rainbow Restoration, wow what a lovely sign!

During and since the retreat I feel so much joy and love (re)emerging as well, and when coming home from Mexico it was as if I was a stranger to my own living environment. It all felt like a dense grey cloud and I felt so much grief for a moment - did I really create and live in this? - but then also relief that this is no longer who I am.

Going back from the retreat and doing some freewheeling at the airport the signs were already pointing me to the exit haha, and a straw cowboy hat with the word 'Xajay' (apparently an Aztec civilization) falling on my lap from someone's suitcase next to me. But I didn't necessarily feel I had to stay right in that moment. It was a good experience to come back to the Netherlands and feel the contrast, but I am leaving again for an adventure in that direction in a few weeks. My 33rd birthday is coming up this month, and well.. in 2022, with a certain cycle that has been going on for 11 years the numerology was speaking of the change I felt was coming.

¡adios amigos! 💃🏻💙