This is reflective of the construct and its constant redirects. They found a name for the space where you meet your higher self!

Hypnagogia!

"This hazy in-between moment, known as hypnagogia, may be the brain’s most fertile ground for innovation. As the mind relaxes and logical thinking fades, thoughts begin to mingle in surprising ways, sparking connections rarely experienced when fully awake. In the hypnagogic state, the mind becomes highly creative, generating powerful insights that can solve difficult problems."