Hi Open and Openhand Community

This past weekend's ascension exchange put some things in place for me. A couple of months ago, I was particularly struck by some synchronicities as you mentioned hexagons which had been suddenly featuring strongly in my dreams. In one dream I was looking down on the earth and saw a large hexagonal shape on the ground with an upward-facing triangle inside it. Next to it was a large square. The two shapes were connected.

In this same period, I was being awakened by an owl in the middle of the night that I thought for sure would be sitting right outside my window because it was so loud =). Soon after that, another owl called out above me as I walked through the woods - and I found a huge owl feather which I put in a special place. I heard you also mention the owl in the ascension exchange. Bees have also been prominent and I dreampt that bees were flying in and out of my body carrying golden honey.

A few months ago I drew the original hexagon with an owl in the center and then drew the hexagon in a more multi-dimensional version. After drawing the owl in the hexagon shape I saw the pictures you posted on Metatron and felt it was connected. However, I can't say I feel able to connect to these kind of energies on a felt level only that it all spikes in my consciousness and brings curiosity and sense of connection. I do notice when I meditate and open to connect to these benevolent energies I feel a lot of pain on the top of my head and through my forehead. I am working to keep breathing, opening, and being conscious in those places - and radiating out anything that is interfering.

It was very validating to hear your sharing about the tall whites in the exchange and here on the site. I have become aware over the last few months of some patterns that seem to have become stronger in me than I ever noticed before - although I have had far more energy on the intellectual plane than in the past:

- Getting stuck in repetitive patterns of thinking - especially related to disappointment, discontent, comparison, lack

- Recognize the constant seeking for a father figure over this lifetime to take care of me and the way that continues to create a feeling of discontent and at times anger and despair… which then brings up more mental loops of how to fix it. All of this is being witnessed and felt but the loops are persistent

- Getting locked in to logical analytical data driven experiences that seem to create an endless pursuit of information- ex: for a trip with friends I created a 4 page document in alphabetical order of every single thing there was to do - on some level this was enjoyable but clearly not coming from intuition or the flow of the moment

At the same time I have felt natural inclination to :

- stop drinking alcohol

- move to more simplified diet

- take on projects that I have been "waiting for someone else to do" - so taking initiative and owning my capacity to do what I feel to do without another figure helping me or guiding me

- Increased synchronicities and moments of surprise when things connect without mental efforting

With the mental patterns I have been catching the locked in thinking patterns and coming into center - bringing consciousness into the chakras and breathing/settling there. In addition, I am being clear as I go to sleep - relaxing into it as you suggested.

I am curious about the shapes I have dreamt about and also about the influence these beings can have on dreams. My initial sense is that these shapes in the dreams are protective - although the bees maybe something of a hive mind moving energy in and out of my body. If I imagine the hexagon image from my dream, it feels overly 2 dimensional and sort of "wants to" expand into a multidimensional experience. Perhaps that is the message for me.

Thank you for listening and for your sharing!!!

Jen