If I were to attempt to express it in text it would create a limiting definition of what it means to me. The closest I will go to defining is an internal knowing that whatever happens, I will be at the place where I will do the thing, probably involving the stuff and maybe with the guy. There is no need to understand any of that right now as it will be clear at the time. The way it will help me in the transition is by not considering how it will help me.