Integrating individual with collective flow
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Recently, I'm being called to drop even further into the divine flow of the moment. To let that take me forward and to trust in it. Especially feeling a connection to Shiva and the Divine Mother. Shiva comes through as divine action (work), truth, simplicity, focus and service. The Goddess as a surrender to the creation of each moment, manifesting from there with synchronicity and feeling.
I'm noticing though that being around others draws me out of this to a certain degree. It's like the quality of flow changes and the individual merges into kind of collective flow. However, it's difficult not to get drawn into others who have strong needs and therefore direct the flow somewhat with these, especially when they come through as distortion.
It's coming through in me along ever increasing need for alone time and space. To the point where this becomes the norm and I only see partner and kids for a small time each week, which puts a bit of a strain on the relationship. I'm getting very sensitive to others coming in my space, especially my bed.
I'm remaining with this inquiry and navigating through it. However, I'd love to hear about other people's perspectives/experience. How do other people's needs and wishes disturb (or enhance?) the flow for you? Have you been able to integrate your individual flow into very fixed situations such as the workplace? Or do you find it a separate quality of experience when you're by yourself than when you're with others and therefore take time for both?
Much love
Rich
