I sincerely don't know. It somehow always everything together, in circles. The only difference that I notice over the years is a greater level of embodiment, the 'quality', 'volume' and intensity of the experience, the gradual shift of a general state of being, the speed in which all the 'previous' states are moved through and manner of moving through all these gateways, the way of connection to 'God', the ways in which inner work is happening (it changes) and the way of living.

It is like, before a new step begins, I fall all the way down and start from the beginning, but it just goes faster and then at some point I hit something new.