Perfect timing for me to read this.  You've described what I have felt most of my life.  I found my way of understanding this aspect of myself from a "psychological type" perspective in college that helped me understand.   After going through my own awakening process though, I found myself feeling frustrated, stressed, etc. because I didn't "fit" into a lot of the traditional ideas/roles of the spiritual community.  I just decided I needed to continue to do my own thing and am flourishing with my own Soul because of it.  Thank you again.

Brenda G.