Hi Open,

I've had a few days where I have been aware of processing a kind of deep, deep, wretchedness that prevents a full expression of joyful beingness. It seemed something ancient that's deeper than anything I've touched before. Now it seems to have landed in my consciousness as being something leftover from the time of the switch from experiencing full at-oneness to being dumbed down.

Like many of these intense but at the same time subtle experiences it can be hard to place what is happening. Thanks for this greatly illuminating thread which helped me understand.

With love,
Lesley