"constant internal confrontation of blind spots, rather than just letting them wash over with a kind of disconnected, aloof blissed-out-ness "

This kind of 'fighting' - I'm always in (giggling)

Unfortunately, we are not all given the strength and the guts... And maybe not many are capable of or meant to at all. And maybe the few who do it are enough to shift the collective cloud? Especially those who can work with it directly?