I came across this video some years ago, and really liked it, and it came to my mind straight away reading your post, Tasha. "MIRACULOUSLY" (as i did not remember anything about how and where i got to it back then) now I found it again for you. So I share it with the hope it will be answering some of the questions. It's the best I know about the differences of bipolar disorder or spiritual awakening. Honestly, we are all effected to a degree on the path. Hope it helps, with love, Réka