Thanks Open for re-posting this article. It spoke to me this morning.

Right now, I would say that my real passion is "working on myself", although perhaps passion is a bit too strong a word, as I don't really feel very passionate about anything, to be honest. I think I'm still finding my way to my true passion, to expressing my authentic self - & that's proving to be a long, slow & oftentimes arduous journey. I need lots of patience, & I was grateful your article reminded me of that.

I've had glimpses of passions before, including growing cactus & succulent plants, certain complementary therapies, travel, some sports, relationships, cinema, but none of these have been true, lasting passions.

I'm currently having weekly Skype sessions of spiritual coaching with Cynthia, one of the Openhand facilitators, which are helping to unravel some of what's holding me back from being able to be truly authentic. It's painful & de-stabilizing work at times, & at other times very liberating.

I yearn to be free to be me, & I believe that this is happening, slowly & gradually. So far in my life, slowness of change & growth has been a hallmark. Acceptance & patience have been important lessons for me to learn.

Yes, I am passionate about "working on myself". That's still my priority. For a long time now, I've had a sense that I won't be starting my true working career until about the age of 60. I'm nearly 52 now, & still feel very much in training & preparation for what's to come.

Just for today, I will be accepting of my lot, patient with myself, & kind & loving towards myself & others.

Blessings,

Alex