Dear Joann,

I might be wrong, but I sense a fear of making a mistake in your sharing. Of doing something wrong.
If so, let's look at what a mistake actually is. In my view actions become mistakes if we do not learn something from it. If you are unconscious or unaware of a certain behaviour pattern, what else is there to do then to follow the pattern and by that manifesting the outer mirror so your behaviour becomes obvious to you, you become conscious about it by looking at the mirror. There is no mistake in that in my view but this is how we learn by making our own experiences.

You say maybe you need to repair. Who is in need there? Is it the soul? And what is there to repair? Another soul? Is this an engagement of two souls or two identities.

I am confident you will find the right choice for you in this moment. That doesn't mean that it will always be the right choice for you. You are constantly progressing on the path. And as long as it serves you (and is in harmony with all other life) it is the right decision.

just my two cents,
with love and respect
Oliver