This is definitely challenging, I am still confused if I am awakened or not however I am not concerned with this and simply working on following the many tools of guidance Openhand has to raise my level of consciousness.

"But it is not easy to hold that open internal space in the beginning. The mind will want to rush in with its constant questioning of what to do next."

Exactly the problem, living from the soul is challenging....

Thank-you for all the guidance :)