Spirituality was this obstacle. Trust is how I passed.
I cant speak for anyone else but my soul differs greatly from 'The Spiritual Path'. Who's path is that anyway. Not mine. There is no other path but my own and no other time than now.
The expression of the moment in this dimension is ever changing and so what may be required to engage it also is.
In this life other souls tell me "What your doing, that's a mistake" but I say "No. It is necessary!"
The perceived extreme nature of the present on this planet may require a perceived extreme response.
Trust in myself when all others opposed was my experience.
Don't consume culture, create it! I say.
Be it the wisest soul in existence what is their understanding to you. Don't give you away. This world has gone stale, bland and boring without you. We're all so precious, the simplest bacteria IS EQUAL to the wisest soul.
Who knows the most anti spiritual, whacked out, eyebrow raising expression may bring a new dawn for all of us.

Hey open I got something to put out there.
You say "there is only one in the universe 'The One'.
This may be so but is it also possible this is not the only universe?
Maybe it's just me but "The One" kinda feels like a boundary or limit. I feel all in this existence as an expression of some totality but to me that could be just the begining.
Throw in the concept of multiverse.
What if there where multiple universes each with their own seperate expression of oneness?
Then beyond that something else may exist something beyond the completness of 'The One' in this universe.
Something way off the charts of any concept ever known in this universe.

Just putn it out there. Probly not so important to whats at play here anyway.