i just wanted to share that i relate to feeling like there is two inside

i feel like there is a golden "human" or "earth" me as well as a "light being" me.

the gold one holds the light one and lets it be vulnerable

and the light one leads and provides the light that causes the radience of the gold that comes through my body.

i dont feel like i am just a "star soul" . i feel like i am both, star and earth.

and that feels better to me. i feel more effective in the world this way.

the earth is my human/goldeness mother

a light beyond starlight is where i came from

both are integral for being effective, in my case