Hi Farzaneh,

Wow! What a fascinating experience you have had. I visited the other forum thread and read your dream, and the connections to your real life experience are amazing. I love how you turn your fear around, after falling into the hole, and decide to continue exploring the dream. If I understand correctly, that kind of fear would previously always wake you up, as a recurring pattern? To me this is a clear sign that something has shifted inside of you, and you are able to proceed more consciously, both in your dream and in your life.

For many years, I used to have this frustrating recurring dream that I was back at college lost and confused. Sometimes I had no idea which classes I was supposed to go to. Sometimes, my final exams were coming up but I had completely forgotten to attend certain classes, so I had no chance of passing my exams. Other times, I became aware of how old I was and couldn’t understand what I was still doing there and why I was never graduating. It actually wasn’t long ago that I finally stepped up in my dream and said: “This is rediculous! Tomorrow I’m going down to the school office to find out exactly what I need to do in order to graduate! Whatever class or exam I’m missing I will take it and be done with it!”

Shortly after this dream, I actually passed one of my most difficult life tests. It took me twenty hard years to crack it. But I was rewarded with my first conscious meeting with my soul family and the memory and understanding of why that test was put there in the first place.

It’s a big challenge you’re going through now, trying to find a new place in the world. All my blessings to you on your journey, Farzaneh. Godspeed!

Love,

Anastasia