Jen What is the worst possible outcome of speaking from the heart? Being ridiculed? Being outcast as a weirdo? Being called a crybaby? Having your feelings made light of? Being told you are unworthy of love? All of these things have happened to me personally. So I developed a mask to cover it up. By age 20 I was a fully psychotic ill adjusted asshole. It was mostly fake. In the last 20+ years of peeling away that shit to show the world the real me I had to first discover what that means. At the core we are all beautiful this I know from experience!!! I have seen a little of who you are and you are an amazing expression of the one my friend!!! Somewhere inside of you is a Warrior, not fearless, but with the determination to go ahead anyway, in spite of the fear!!!! Find this inside you and pour some fuel on the little flame until you can move forward!!! Shine your light brightly!!!
Hugs to you!!!
Eddie