Yea, keeping the level! I don't know why but I want to talk about this now :/

You can like meditate, face the fear, break through the limitations,

and then what? Well this is the issue I faced o.O

I used to be motivated with doing stuff such that the life of others is a bit better. But then again, I find it pointless now... I think playing with a bit of blue tac and a few toothpicks to be more rewarding, if I really feel like playing with such objects, than creating a tool that will serve someone....

but then as I write this, it becomes obvious why! To serve someone means to be their slave basically, soo I am just enslaving some objects, they may be photons of light and electrical signals in wires, but they were enslaved...

I don't know... To keep the level! You can break through the shells of your own limitations, but then I rebuilt some of them o.O

Strange...

Sorry for this super delayed response! Sadly it wasn't the postman, it was me being not cool

Best wishes,

Rayko