Hi Faraz - greetings, you are welcome here :-) The first question is.... "are you ready to help yourself?" No one here at Openhand will try to heal you. No one will do distance healing. So if that's what you're looking for, and continue to look for, then you've come to the wrong place. However, if you're looking to begin the journey of self-realisation, then you've come to the right place. Self-realisation is the true journey of healing. Because you're healing the unaware aspect of your soul - where the soul has 'forgotten' that it is of the One. This lack of awareness is what leads to suffering. From the Openhand perspective on reality, there is nothing else going on but the realisation of the One Self - The One - expressed through unique and individual souls. Each soul is seeking to self actualise as the One. And although we might confuse ourselves with needing this or that, there's nothing else in the Universe going on. Know that nothing is ever done to you. Instead you draw mirrors in life to you, so that you may see an unrealised aspect of yourself - of your soul. This person you met was such a mirror. But they didn't do anything to you - they simply helped reflect back to you where you yourself are being unconscious. So as to bring light into your darkened areas. It's clear you've fallen into the trap of 'trying to manifest the perfect reality' (or an aspect of it) using distorted Law of Attraction teachings. Specifically, to try to bend the universe to your will. But whose will is that? It is only the ego believing that it isn't already whole and complete, that it needs something - or someone - to make it whole. Perversely this inner sense of lack then projects out into the universe and creates the mirror of lack. Now, no matter what transpires, there will never be enough: never enough resources; never enough love; never enough self love - love of self. Unfortunately millions of people in the spiritual mainstream out there have been lured into this gross "Law of Attraction" distortion. And they are suffering as a result. So the question is, are you willing to stop being a victim and reclaim your true power in life? To take back your power is to realise nothing is ever done to you. Because you are the master creator of your experience. To take back your power is to realise you don't need to effort to create any particular thing - because you are ALREADY creating the perfect experiences to discover an, as yet, unrealised aspect of your soul. To take back your power is to realise your soul - who you truly are - doesn't need any particular outcome from any situation. It is only looking to express itself - to self actualise the One. To take back your power is to accept life as the continual inquiry of who you really are. And then to express that out into the world. You then allow authentic creation to naturally shape around you - including the perfect partner. To take back you power is to realise you don't need to be healed. Because at the core of you, you are already perfect. And from the deepening realisation of this One Self, you find internal alignment, which in itself is healing. So are you ready to begin the self inquiry? If so, I suggest you begin by reading this article... The Law of Attraction Unveiled Namaste Open 3